Video by Senior Airman Aaron Hauser
Through The Shadows: A Tale of Valor (Broadcast Version / No Music)
Nellis Air Force Base
Sept. 11, 2013 | 5:05
This world is full of heroes, but not every hero can tell you their story. Some are sworn to secrecy, having to keep their most dangerous adventures hidden in the shadows of time. One such hero is Colonel James A Ruffer, a retired Air Force doctor with an interesting tale to tell. Col Ruffer is different from most veterans in that he's served not only in the Marine Corps, but in the Navy and the Air Force as well, with a total of twenty-six years in the service under his belt.

Here's a story of true heroism that demonstrates how the core value of service before self can change a life forever. SrA Aaron Hauser tells us how the once classified story of one veteran became a day to remember.
Produced by SrA Aaron Hauser, Reporting for 99 ABW/PA. Soundbites from (Ret) Col James A. Ruffer MD - Physician / Surgeon.

I left the Navy in 1985 to go into private practice, and after six months, called the Air Force up and said can I come on board. I served at Edwards Air Force Base, Panama, Dessert Storm, the invasion of Panama, Dessert Storm, and other places.

On December 20, 1989, First Special Forces Operational Detachment-Delta, popularly known as Delta Force, carried out a covert mission to free Kurt Muse, an American civilian living in Panama who, at the time, also worked as an undercover contact for the C-I-A. Muse was being held hostage in the Carcel Modelo, the infamous prison in which the former Panamanian Dictator General Manuel Noriega kept his deadly menagerie of Panama's most wanted. The rescue plan, referred to as Operation Acid Gambit, took almost a year to prepare and execute, but to gather the information necessary to carry out the plan, Delta Force needed a man on the inside.

I was called in to evaluate a hostage he was keeping, an American, and he was forced to allow one doctor to visit that hostage in his prison in Panama, and that was me. I told him I need to see him every other day, so for nine months I saw the prisoner. I worked with United States Delta Force to help extract him. I gave them the information they needed. Meanwhile I'm walking through blood and witnessing, or practically witnessing torture, the disappearances of prisoners, the murders, and hearing first hand information from those inside what's going on. I helped Delta Force then plan that mission and during the invasion of Panama, they did successfully rescue him. That took two-hundred and sixty-two days of my life. Over a hundred and ten missions.

During his time in the Modelo prison, Colonel Ruffer befriended several of the other inmates, who would communicate with him using various hand gestures and signs to convey the horrors they witnessed on a day to day basis.

So when I went in the prison, and I saw what was happening in there and walked through blood, saw prisoners telling me that so many people were shot just the other day, that officers were killed or hung. These things were daily occurrences for me. Guns to my head. It was a harrowing experience, thankful to know that when I went home my family and most Americans would not be subject to that dictatorship.

After the successful rescue of Kurt Muse, Colonel Ruffer's involvement and the larger mission were deemed classified, and remained so for nearly twenty-four years.

I actually felt at the time that I would probably be awarded something, and it wasn't even mentioned in my end of tour award. It was barely one line mentioned in my fitness report. So I thought well that's the way it is. Then when the book came out in two-thousand and five I went to the book signing. I got reconnected with my commander, and he said it was an oversight on his part. And he put me in for the award then.

Fast-forward to Nellis Air Force Base, August 15th, 2013, when Colonel Ruffer's experiences culminate in an award which would define his career. Although Colonel Ruffer is no stranger to being in the spotlight, nothing could truly prepare him for this memorable day.

I knew I was going to meet a two-star General, and his vice commander, a one-star, and a bunch of wonderful people, but nothing could prepare me for what happened in that room today.

*Narrator*
By his heroic actions and unselfish dedication to duty, Colonel Ruffer has reflected great credit upon himself and the United States Air Force.

Those were loving eyes. They were appreciative, gracious, they honored me and brought me to near tears. It was one of the most emotional moments of my life to stand there and have the Bronze Star for heroism pinned on me. I will never forget it.

In many ways, receiving the Bronze star with Valor marks the end of an era for Colonel James Ruffer. Though his life is much more subdued these days, Colonel Ruffer admits that he will always cherish the time he spent serving our great nation.

My wife and I go home, we live alone. I'll take this uniform off, I'll have the memories, of all my years of service from 1966, but I'll always miss the uniform and the service. It'll be a little heartache every day of my life knowing that I can't come back here and pin on that medal again and have that experience. It's once in a life time. It's over. It's over.

Whether it's the Navy, the Marine Corps, or the Air Force, Colonel James Ruffer looks back on his time in all three branches of service with great respect and admiration. His heroic story, once hidden from the world, can now be shared and honored by future generations.
Senior Airman Aaron Hauser, Nellis Air Force Base, Nevada.
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